Live a Little Bit More

Frank Sinatra supposedly said of Judy Garland that she died a little bit inside each time she sang; that's how much she gave to each song. I understand his point, but ...

I would rather live a little bit more each time I sing. I'd like to find a richer experience, a fuller life each time I sing. I want to be more alive, to have feeling enough for two lives. If somebody could one day say of me "She lived a little bit more each time she sang; that's how much she gave to each song" I would consider it the highest compliment.

Inspiration!

I have been putting myself in a good mental place by reviewing these thoughts and these thoughts and similar words of wisdom from acting/auditioning books, etc.

Then I thought how nice it would be to compile all those healthy productive thoughts in one place. (My own words and interpretations, though, not other people's work.) And then I thought how nice it would be to "illustrate" them with nice lettering and decorative borders. It can be in two formats: a small, portable book to look through as needed and art pieces to hang on a wall or put near a mirror.

This is a great way to combine my love of acting and my art. First I plan to do this for myself. Then, assuming the results are as good as I hope, I can sell books/prints. It would be perfect for so many actors.

Good Philosophy

I am bookmarking these thoughts for myself. Some of them are very helpful.

I'm in a pretty good place mentally.

Edit (9/16/07): More thoughts.

Inspirational Quote

I was reading an article on Allison Janney on Backstage.com, and she said every actor should have this quote (from Martha Graham). I'd read it before, but it bears remembering. Here it is:

"There is a vitality, a life-force, an energy, a quickening that is translated through you into action, and because there is only one of you in all of time, this expression is unique. And if you block it, it will never exist through any other medium and it will be lost. The world will not have it. It is not your business to determine how good it is nor how valuable nor how it compares with other expressions. It is your business to keep it yours clearly and directly, to keep the channel open. You do not even have to believe in yourself or your work. You have to keep yourself open and aware to the urges that motivate you. Keep the channel open.... No artist is pleased. [There is] no satisfaction whatever at any time. There is only a queer divine dissatisfaction, a blessed unrest that keeps us marching and makes us more alive than the others."